part ONE

Zsxomg.

2006-06-06T12:26:00.000+08:00

The picture will direct you to my new blog. (:

=)

2006-05-05T16:50:00.000+08:00

GO TO THIS BLOG.. MOVE OVER HERE. most recent blog. haha.
too much information here. its too overwhelming.
:P takkaiire guys. IF YOU HV BEEN TAGGED.. GO THERE TOO.

2006-04-29T00:27:00.000+08:00

www.-part2.blogspot.com

=) bored here. SUGGESTIONS? other denn df, weisiang. xD

2006-04-26T17:44:00.000+08:00

SHUAN CHEANG IS NW VICE. bldy hell. lol. i listening to mu nai yi. (: from weiyoong blog. haha. sian sian. feel like changing skin..
SUGGESTIONS PLS?

btw..
I LOVE ZHEN ZHU NAI CHA N WATCHING MOVIES WIV SHERMINE. lol. yea. im lame.

2006-04-25T14:29:00.000+08:00

heeees. ytd kena punished. haha. nvm derhs. it was worth it. today nt many ppl noisy.. anyway, nt my problem nw. haha. i hv stepped don as chairperson TEMPORARILY. for one week. changed to CLEMENT. vice aso change. SHUAN. aso tempo la.

ehh ehh.. shermine in my hse liao. i go eat instant noodles i made wiv her liao. update nex time. byes.

stupid webbs.

2006-04-21T18:05:00.000+08:00

http://museum-of-twits.blogspot.com/2006/01/my-maple-story.html
damn freaking funny. go check it out.
http://www.albinoblacksheep.com/flash/llama.php
funny aso. stupidly n cute funny.

cwzy vice.

2006-04-21T14:35:00.000+08:00

today de vice went cwazy. lockedd us all up. mr lee didnt come for TP today. [<-idiot.. my presentation time over agn..] so she lockedd us up.. im afraid dat she will butcher us all up one day. truth is, de class was really noisy la. bt dun hv to lock us up rite.. ltr suffocate us till death sia. lol. haiyo. PEEPS FROM 1E1. PLS VOTE..

CANDIDATES;
1.tricia
2.shini
3.anson
4.wencong
5.dunn change..

pls take part in dis. its v important. n dun let her knw. ok? heehee.

anyways. i love science, history, maths, english. bt i hate art, hm econs n chinese. hais hais hais. jus realised dis wk damn stressful.. slp at 12mid wake up at 7.. tiring process u knw. wake up -> rub eyes -> lay down agn -> get up 2 mins ltr -> freak out tinking dat im late -> so on. den u go to sku n realise dat it is a saturday. HAHAHAHA. rawt at hm everyday. hmwk piling on like mountains.. gg hungry n one day dere'll be a hole where ur stomach used to be. l0l. shall end here. btw, hate my gramma's cooking.. its like air. hais.. rather eat instant noodles.. =) takkaiire peeps..
PROnooberfloatingfish.
lllll

2006-04-17T19:08:00.000+08:00

wasiann. gt new blog. bt nt really up yet.. so jus wait. jus realiesdd dis blog de archives gt probb. hahas. hais. mathhhhs.. ALGEBRA.. buy wonderbra btr denn do algebra.. lol. siansian. wanna go KKids! heehees.

hais.

2006-04-14T19:03:00.000+08:00

hmm. my com's back! bt i tink i wun really use ot too often. i oni wanna use it to update blog n d/l songs n transfer tings to n from my hp. xD hais.

wad happens if i really like him? i duno. weeguann say maybe is him. hais!! weeguan, dunn say anyting hor. ltr all ur secret becomes known. :D heehee. my heart belongs to shermine n brenda lerhs. dunn bring me bak dere. i dun wan to. so.. jus get lost. hais.

2006-04-14T16:05:00.000+08:00

junwei's nick in msn is dat deathnote is gonna be made into a movie dis june.. shiok. lol. so wait wiat barhhs. xD

RAWT ON.

pure living hell.

2006-04-10T15:54:00.000+08:00

hais. LIFE JUST TOTALLY SUCKS. do u knw, dat smtimes i jus feel SOO tired to be wiv u guys. i wanna be BRENDA, SHERMINE, JOYCELYN.. IM SO TIRED. jus giv me a break. pls? i knw we were frens since pri sku. bt u guys werent my best i cudd ever hv. hving attitudes thrown into my face. i knw.. u guys can be de bestest frens ive ever had. BUT.. im tired. IM SO TIRED. hv u ever been tired sumone's frens? i couldn believe it! its de first time im tired being sumones fren! my gawd. urgh. disgusted. wad de hell.. IM SO TIRED. SUMONE TELL ME WAD TO DO! deres dis ger... my gawd. for nth she diao me. alot of ppl knw abt it larhs. i jus dowanna say her name her. I WANNA TRANSFER!

2006-04-06T21:33:00.000+08:00

SIAN AR. mother gt PMS agn. hais.

saturday- arts night.
duno wad to wear sia.

hais. i duno wads gg on larhs. i jus wanna study. CANT ANYONE SEE. STOP TEMPTING TO PLAY. urghhhhhs..! i wanna be a good girl who can pass all her exams.. hais. i hv nth to say. life is nt fun. it sucks sucks sucks. URRRGGGGGHHH.

stupid pics agn.

2006-03-31T16:12:00.000+08:00

stupid shuan

whooooOs. chunhei n libing. wad r dey doing?

FEET.

sean, wencong, zhiwen, weiyoong

our middle fingers

see no evil, speak no evil, hear no evil

mr mike lee

our grp!

1e1.

idiotic pictures.

2006-03-31T15:54:00.001+08:00

npcc.

(:

sylvia n nessa's leg.

sylvia n me

NCC NCC ALL THE GAYS! =X

siandiao

2006-03-26T15:56:00.000+08:00

whoooooos. im friggin bored. i jus gt bak from church. u guys shud try it.. its fun. i cut my hair too. haha.

i tink everybody shud be happy in dis wurl. nobody ~~shud~~ will be left unwanted. duno wad im toking abt larhs.

anwayyyyyyyyyyyYYYYYs[lol], i couldnt believe my eyes when i saw stephanie in GB uni. i was like, o.O haha. if u guys wanna accompany me to go to church wiv my cousins n aunties n uncles, call me barhs. dun worry, dey dun bite. xD de session is at st.andrews sec. de hall dere. yepps. at 10am. pls be armed wiv a bible n bring ur hp. in case u get lost anyhow. haha.

bored nw. shaoqing is tempting me to play maple. bt, I SHANT BE TEMPTED. haha. my com's dead. its OVER. sadded. haha. i miss my com.. my bloody com. urghs. my mournedd-over com is making my bloody heart break. URGH.

haha. chunhi change lerhs.. sho happy. his attitude, everything. gd for him larhs. he will go far derhs. definitely. im still waiting to see some improvement frm libing? heees. bored.

guess im gonna hv anothe blog soon. so many posts.. so b4 i hv a new one.. i hv to change my blog name. lalas. duno wad i shud change it too nehs. ideas?

ahhhhhs.

2006-03-20T15:37:00.000+08:00

im nw in skuu posting. my fucking com is dead. wad to do? hais. anywayys, on tues i went to ps to watch movie n play arcade [zonex n star fact] wiv joycelyn, brenda, delis, elton, alex n err.. forgt hu. xD paiseh wors. played until i was pok. i gt fotos. bt cant show. sry urh..

blame my com. haha. next on thursday was BEACH! bfore dat i went for netball. bt was tiring thou. BEACH shiokness. haha. i gt fotos. bt agn, i cant post dem up.. went home at 11. just nice. friday i pon band. slept thruout n had sun burn.

xD saturday.. hmm. i.. wad did i do? i tink nth.. sunday. wen to church. damn fun. haha. i tink my english is getting worse. hais. anyway, love you guys for tagging me thou my com was dead. btw, hu de hell is anonymous???

gogogo!

2006-03-11T19:09:00.000+08:00

hais. schedule forh de week..

~~SATURDAY~~;
~~jiang~~ n ~~leadership training~~
~~SUNDAY~~;
~~church.~~
[didnt]study.
-history.
-recap on all maths.
-xi zi.
~~MONDAY~~;
~~band- 9 to 12.~~
[cancelled]~~beachhh!!!~~
TUESDAY;
gg out.. xD
study.
-xi zi.
WEDNESDAY;
band- 9 to 12.
[don feel like]~~ESCAPE!! [kukuclub??]~~
THURSDAY;
BEACHH!! [~~sin ee n fang.~~xuan, shar, chloe, fang, sin ee]
-history. [memorise all facts]
-mathhs. [challenging questionns]
-vocab
FRIDAY;
band- 9 to 12.
study.
-maybe go brenda hse finish up rice?
SATURDAY;
jiang.
STUDY!
-XI ZI XI ZI XI ZI!
-VOCAB VOCAB VOCAB!
SUNDAY;
church.
STUDY.
- recap on de whole week of studying.

WHOOOOOS. today had leadership training. damn farniie. xD ppl were DRAGGED on de flr. hahaha. and pictures were takenn. lalalala. but i carnt show. duno y. sho sad. next time barh. hahaha.

bishhh

2006-03-10T14:18:00.000+08:00

DAMN. deletedd my long post. nvm, type agn.

WHOOOS. finally editedd my blog. since everyting has been edited, counted as my property? HAHA. anwayys, zhiwen came to my hse to borrow deathnoteTWO from me. haha. guaikia today.. came bak rite after sku. duno y. haha. hope tuesday go out barhs. cos i dunn reawy feel like playing arcade. SIAN SIAN SIAN. gt my results. suckedd. hais. wad to do. i intend to work hard dis week. haha.

SATURDAY; jiang n leadership training.
SUNDAY; church.
MONDAY; 9 to 12 band.
TUESDAY; go out.
WEDNESDAY; 9 to 12 band.
THURSDAY; beach.
FRIDAY; 9 to 12 band.

suckks. at least tues n thurs go out relax.

HOLIDAY HOMEWORK;
1.~~MATHS- multiplication n division worksheet.~~
2.~~SCIENCE- mass n density worksheet.~~
3.HISTORY- www.asknlearn.com <- no homework yet lei.
4.ENGLISH- reader's digestvocab test.
5.HOME ECONS- stupid rice.
6.SELF- chinese, science, maths, history.

cwazy hur.. wad to do. hais.
anyways, today baboon was reawy angry. he was like volcanoe. i pity de person sitting in front of him. [shini] tolerating de saliva n bangs on de table. hahaha. anyways. i reawy hopw i can buck up. im gonna finishh my holiday homework ASAP!

HAHAHAHAHA.

2006-03-09T17:32:00.000+08:00

WHOOOOS.
today.. i laffedd till my guts dropped. bcos ZHIWEN'S TOOTH FLEW OUT! BWAHAHAHAHA.. anywayys. today we practisedd for our drama tmr, i hope. xD boredd off my butt agn. my class jus loves playing maple. i hv deathnote addictors in my class bcos of me. haha. elton, zhiwen, chunhei, libing. dort dort dort. xD boredd nw. hv to look for rice. damn.

oh yea. clara n i were "punishedd" for nt bringing our lit bk. urgh. stupyd. mr kwok xin qing bu shuang, he goes haywire. haha.

YEA. pics i wantedd to show u guys.

oh yea.. sec2 beattyians went for camp ytd.. sec3 bendemeerians came bak ytd. haha. whooooOs. i jus love CLARA n BRENDA. duno y aso. hee hee hee. urgh. hate rice.

2006-03-07T15:58:00.000+08:00

urghh.. my hm is breaking. hais. my fone bill has nt been paid. no money recently. gonna cut my line off soon. SAD! carnn use de com too often. im eating some mess i made up.. taste kena nice thou.
<- yepps. dat!

close up?

SUNDAY
i went to churchh wiv my coussies [joshua n joel] kinda funn.. every lil kid was lik buweeing me. haha. denn john->
, uncle alvin n i went to de beach!

denn went to tpy to look for my auntie n coussies. overall, it had been a wonderful time.

SATURDAY
whoooOs. went for jiang. denn went to look for shar n xuan. waitedd for big momma's hse whichh startedd at 705.. rawtedd in ps for an hr. met bitches n we took pictures! =_='
dragged our dead bodies to orchard cineleisure.. gt bak my kbox card. haha. denn dragged ourselves bak to ps.. at first we tot we went into de wrong rm. haha. lame rite? yepps. sian sians. after de show we wantedd to wait for de songs.. bt in de end, we saw "live" smooching. so.... we left feeling disgustedd. haha. denn we went to de nearby 7-11. bought tomyam maggiee.. yea... xD denn gluedd our butts to de stairs until 10plus. sharmaine was burning anywayy. haha. took an mrt down to boonkeng, dey went to potong pasir.. haha. i carnn put up de pics.. saded.. we took damn lame pics. try agn ltr.

yorhs.

2006-03-03T19:33:00.000+08:00

wahh sian. today.. steam fishh chase me all de way ard de canteen.. he was wearing de stupid ncc uni..

took pics of npcc agnn..

stupid ass.

LET ME HOLD YOU!

yes im boredd. cant tell eh?

nw im wondering.. do i love <3>

2006-03-02T19:18:00.000+08:00

whooooooooOs. wonder if dis post will be pics agn.. hee hee. anyways, on my bday, weeguann gave me bash.. haha. denn ridhwan kipp saying hpy bday to me de whole day.. sin ee gave me a cute card. =) kevin gave me a necklace, ct gave me a bottle a stars, alot of ppl askedd me if today was my bday, gonna meet mx, chloe dey all tmr or sat.. yea. so happy. AND. ytd, sylvia, weeguan, boyuan played in water... FUN. n wet. of course. den, today gt bak my maths results. fk man. i was so SO SO SO ANGRY! bcos of!;

<-chinteck's stars in my collectionn of stars. hee hee.
im reading ->

hais.. boredd to deathh here..

why..

2006-02-28T18:27:00.000+08:00

sian sian diao. so many tings to do. haha. tmr ar tmr ar. heeheehee. sian. =_='

eeee. nt very hppy nw. bcos of dat ass.

2006-02-26T16:49:00.000+08:00

YEA.
my skin recoveredd miraculously. haha. narh. i edit it. starting from its plain self. hard work u noe. hee hee. now, i may sit bak, relax, n enjoy de pictures with tags coming in.

THREE more smt. i hope ppl rmb.

PS; anyone rmbs pdp presentation song? cos i wan it. it rawhks! xD

2006-02-26T15:08:00.000+08:00

ahhhhh . my blog is in a mess ! can sumone fix it forh me ? ):

LAME .

2006-02-26T14:56:00.000+08:00

my piglet; sumone gave it to me last birthday.
damn . im getting lamer LAMER LAMER n LAMER . sam n weeguan so farniie . ytd derhh ytd, gort conference . lame larhh dey all .anywayys, u guys always rule . too sad forhh my b.i.l n my sis . nowadays im so fucking sad . hais . hw arh . my blog . kenasai . haha . wad to do . see if a miracle happens . hais . it overlaps .

pictures .

2006-02-24T23:46:00.000+08:00

- PICTURES .

ridhwan's stupid face . HAHAHA .

xP
npcc . takenn at rooftop .

(:
NCC . SHO CUTE ! gorht damian(HEM.) n jiawei(HEM).. hehes .

npcc; sec one .

on de way bak from seeing ghost . FAIL .

-2nd shot . pass ! xD

tricia n shini[trashh n sushii]

2006-02-22T23:15:00.000+08:00

HAIS .

sad forhh dat sumone . tio reject barhs . din feel gudd rite ? so dunn tell me any furtherr . leave u alone to cool downn barhs . if u wann to buwee me, i let you . hais . jus heard . my kor aso tio ject . y tings jus hv to happenn arnd me bt nort to me ? SADED . i guess, im UNWANTED . of cos, my mum wans me bt dats an exceptionn . see libing ? see chunhei ? see kamun ? see fang ? see jonas ? see *erhh* bevin ? see camel ? see *erhhhhh* natalie ? see see see ? ? ? saded larhs . y so sad derhs ? i noe i love hu larh . i love sharmaine, meixuan, chloe, fang n chunhei, libing, renxin, fuzhi, n all my pri skuu ppl . . plus putri, cws, ps, ZILIAN derh yz, BRUH derh wj, LAME derh gj, LVEY DOVEY sin ee, hee hee . lobstering lerhs .

i dunn lik ppl, ppl dunn lik me . nort gudd marhs ? bt, deres smt missing, i cant hold dere lei . i dunno wad im toking abt, bt its jus dat, i dunno . hais . deres jus smt missing .

hais . . i cant live lik dis u noe . i nidd fanng at least . . askk her transfer larh . hais .

wanna die soonn _____`]

2006-02-17T23:33:00.000+08:00

16022006 . 1819 . thursday .

Hais . internet is down . cant update my blog . damn . I practicing my maths . ms ong said maths is like learning how to swim . I really haf to buck up on my maths .

ALL THANKS TO MS SOO [soh wadsoever] I FAILED MY SCIENCE . 24/70 .

anyway . half the class failed it . wad the fuck . de first time I ever failed a test . I DIDNT

EVEN FAIL MY CHINESE N SHE GIVES US CRAP . anyways . I did 5minutes of de science

test n slpt again . looking at her MAKES ME PUKE . every single time I see her, I

make an effort to say smt like “ WALAN . WO MEN DOU TING BU DONG LAO SHI JIANG

DE KE, ZEN YANG JI GE . .” or “teachers, u sarhk.” Or “ wad de fuck ! I failed a test for

the first time in my life . ALL THANKS TO SOME TEACHERS . at least I know ms ong,

mdm shahnaaz n mrs poon really teach their best . I JUST CANT BELIEVE A FUCKING

RELIEF TEACHER COULD BE SO DUMB ! OMFG . I really loathe n abhor her to de

core .

MILK MAKES YOU DRUNK .

SIMILARLY;

MS SOO [soh wadever] MAKES YOU PUKE . ARGHHHHHHH ! ! !

Anyways, getting more n more into music . hahas . band rawhks . but bend sarhks . I tink, I hv a crush on de same guy . I cant help it . I dunno y . I noe its a crush now . so its nt so bad . but . y still, do I hv feelings again ? btw, im trying to achive better results dis yr . I wanna beat depak . I mean in academic results . nt literally beating him up . sincerely speaking 1e1, do u tink I very extra ? I just realised de only people I talk to [abt my feelings] nowadays, are my

textbooks . I hv yet to find a TRUE TRUE TRUE TRUE TRUE TRUE TRUE TRUE

friend . I guess, de only ones were in my primary school . so, its true [l0l. That word again] TRUE [l0l.] are only AVAILABLE in PRIMARY school . SO CHREISH THEM ! whooooooos .

today ive gone crazy . wad a long post mannx . I mean offline . =D *bishh* anywayys, de meaning of todays post was supposed to say that I failed my test n do nt hv any true friends in class . btw . WHO IS FREE TMR . . [Friday . 170206 . 1pm to 5pm . tpy stadium .]

GOT BENDEMEER PRIMARY SPORTS DAY .

jus realisedd I could runn faster w/o shoes . xD

17022006 . 2343 . friday .

YEA . brani won .

2006-02-15T21:35:00.000+08:00

HAIS .
long time never use com liao . hee hees . de grass ALWAYS looked apealing to me at de other side of de hill . ESPECIALLY dese few dayys . hmm . . im toking about de choice of school . damn . withh frens like michelle, teachers like ms aw, rules like loose pieces of strings n exams like XYZ, of course it looks SO GREEN . and yes, dis is a complaint update . damn . hw i hate

doing dis every wk . but, it seems like, dere is every right to complain . FIRSTLY, TEACHERS LIKE SABRINA SOH SHOULD NOT BE PUT IN A SCHOOL AT ALL . i repeat .

SHOULD NOT .

ABOUT HER;
firstly her lessons are so FUCKING BORING, I END UP SLPING OR PLAYING WITH MY PAPER .
secondly, SHE TEACHES US WITH OH-SO-SOPHISTICATED ENGLISH WE CANT

UNDERSTAND A SINGLE SYLLABUS DAT COMES OUT OF HER FREAKING MOUTH .
thirdly, her busts are so big. we end up asking questions n having science experiments staring at her two front balls .

GAWD . i cant believe we are so LUCKY to have a teacher like her .

SECOND;
reflectionn professionist . yes . im a reflection writer in profession . haha . its bcos, ms aw lets us write dem . 1e1 is countedd as a arrogant class . for no alternate reasonn . i hate whenn shyt happens lyk dat . hais .

THIRD;
i slpt after doing 5minutes of my science test . i didnt do 10 or more questionns on it . i guess im doomed . best thing dat happened today . haha . today was total defence day . de alarm rang rite ? I DIN EVEN HEAR IT ! ! i was busy drooling . haha . i was wokenn up by de woman who was toking on de pa system . cool eh ? lueven tot i was so smart . 5mins finishh liao . hahaha . i guess he saw me table puddling . hahas .

ANYWAYS;
de conclusionn of de day is,
HAVING REGRETS IRK .
thankew .
her brokenn dirty shoes .

2006-02-09T21:26:00.000+08:00

hais . despo for love time . damn . VALENTINE'S DAY COMING . dat makes singles depressedd, desperate, DOOMED . jkjk . hahahaha . dats when all single frenns get togetherr de life of being single . muahaha . if you were heart brokenn b4, DUN WORRY ! ur stead will get bak to you anytime soon . wishh you guys a happy valentine's day .

now . here's where all de lobstering stops and serious matters start . now counting downn . NINEteen more dayys . ill be very touchedd if ppl from my pri skuu rmb my burfday . i was EXTREMELY TOUCHED LAST YEAR .

MOST REMEMBERED !

oh arent i de luckiest girl in de wurl to haf suchh wonderful frenns . hee hees . anyway, i wudd haf band on dat day . shudd i skip it ? i hate wedenesday . hais. what a treacherous event wudd it be . ELEVEN days from now wudd be de start of de common test . DAMN . hate it to de core . tmr wudd be de history test . nex wk dere wudd be hm econs and science . FYI, i hate HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE home econs and dat BITCH teaching science .
BUST SIZE = CAR WHEELS .
BUTT SIZE = WATERMELONS . OMFG .
wadever . anyways, im supposedd to write my literature essay . so . . . catchh you guys next time .
ill be snoring at 1030 tonite .

swiit dreamms guys . takkaiire . cookiie nyt . ((:

snuggle up tuhh you .

2006-02-07T23:23:00.000+08:00

today. went out wif xuan . I WANT MY BLACK SHOE ! xD hais . today, i just realisedd, true friendds do not nidd to meet wif u every single day n u do not hv to stick wif dem. i jus hv to CLICK.*click!* xP hais. nex tymm, i wiat for everybody dc over.. hee hees. siannx. tmr gort band. TROMBONE SARKS! gtg. bbye.
"vanessa!!!"
"okok!!"
=P

2006-02-06T18:10:00.000+08:00

siannx . dese feww dayys keep getting bang sehh . i still rememberedd last yr, i usually stuckk wif shah, tyng, ying at de endd of de yr, stuckk wif fang during nball competitionns, stuckk wif sharr, yii, tingg at de start . nw lei? recess, vincent, xiaodi dey all . saddedd .

sumore 1e1 . all so FUCKING GUAIKIA LORH. NABEI CHEE BAI . kaobeii.

onii i tinkk christminn stickk wif me lorhhs . so sadd . but at least she stick wif me . oni afterr skuu . hais . sin ee aso . THANKS YOU GUYS ! hee hees . but still, kuku clubb better . hahaas.
hais . no one backks up forr me in class. its hopeless . dere's no 6b spirit . i rememberedd hearing mr hong saying, where ever u go, 6b spirit will alwayys be dere . its nt dat i m guaikia or wad . but im jus stating a fact . deres no spirit anymore . kamun? chunhei? libing? deena? alson? sylvia? yeeting? where is de spirit . . hais. if i cant change everybody. ill jus change myself to be a damn TOOT . ok? hais . it doesnn workk . i hate bring chairman . everyone tinkks dat being a chair, i mus be fucking guai . . Y SHUD I . Y CANT I BE MYSELF . dammit . forget it . just pretendd i dinn update dis post k .

2006-02-01T22:19:00.000+08:00

wheeeees. todayy skuu. siann sia. everyday skuu, so muchh hmwk. siannx. anywayys, today i wnet to skuu with de tie in my pocket. i walkedd to de lift n toedd my shoelace. i saw aloysius dere. hahas. denn walkedd to skuu happily. walk walk walk, near de skuu[playground dere]i saw chunhei n guanwee. dey were wearing their ties. i diggedd for mine. OOPS! IT WAS MISSING! haish. so i tracedd bak all de way to de lvl 6 lift in my blk. i found it lying on de grd. =_=' siannx. walkk bakk to skuu wif a sian look on my freaking face. haha.

siannx. denn went to skuu. everyting was normal. so. after skuu, first lesson band. hahas. quite enthu. hee hees. de instructor recomendedd me to play double bass. wahh. fuck sia. dunno nehhs. denn in de endd i gt trombone. sarkks sia. hope i go to drum, clarinet or saxophone nehhs. sad sad. siann larhhs. denn play here play dere. my seniors; wenqi, carol. hahas. otherrs i forgt liao. afterr band i go bbc. hee hees. saw stupid shuan. so whenn he gg hm, i send him cos i nidd to go to ttsh.. sian larhhs. buai buais! takkaiire.

LOVE YOU GUYS! <3

2006-01-29T16:59:00.000+08:00

wheeeees. 30 more to go. my com hangedd. my long post was GONE! nvm.
de day b4 ytd.. hmm. after de cny celebrationn, we went bak to pri skuu. kerkerhhs. idiots dinn let us in. saw pu3, siang n frerry. denn saw de rest. hahas. we calledd mr hong out to tokk. so we tokedd alots. pu3, siang n another guy went to mac. xuann n i waitedd for sharr. so dey went first. wait wait wait. i saw ps. denn i was lykk trying to say i was tellerr denn him. hahas. denn lixin came. she saidd, de hairr taller k liao. wahahahahas. denn we saw mrs bala. sho ps tokk to herr lorhhs. denn i aso go dere. denn i toldd mrs bala, "hee hee hee.. he shorterr denn me.. hee hee hee." den she told me u r a girl, girl grow faster.. nex tym u see him, he will be as tall as a tree. LOL. denn he calledd his fren, he saidd he was gg to de bus stop but he forgot where.. sho wo song ta qu lorhhs. denn i calledd sharr, "cheebai, u wann come anort. dey at mac kaobei kaobu liao. i go mac wait for u all." denn ps look at me n say, wahh. yi nian mei jian dao ni jiu xiang ah lian. LOLs. i was lyk dat since.. long long ago.

lalalalalalalas~~

denn at de traffic lite, he go to de visible bus stop. so, byebye. i walkedd to mac. saw viviann, pu3, siang n anotherr boy[cant remem name] denn pu3 haf to go liao. xuan, chloe, shar came. i go change. denn we go ps. siang n anotehrr boy dunno whetehrr wann go nort. so dey jus folo us to de mrt station. denn dey go marina bay. lols. bowling. lame horshh. i tink deyy went to tpy in de end. anywayys, we reachedd Plaza Singapura n went to de 7th lvl. kerkershh.

lalalalalalalalalaalas~~

no more tickets to xiao hai bu ben2, earliest 6plus, but dey kenot stay till too late. so went to watchh memiors of a geisha. 2ndd tym. siannx. watchh ra parts. LOL. btw,
sex=fuck. sexy=fucky LOL. shar's fren teachh. heh hehs. denn afterr de show. i went to look for fang, wy, ag, hei, alan n weiliang. [dey kaobei kaobu ask me go mac liao] denn watchedd xiao hai bu ben2 at 740. haharshh..
what i hadd learnt;
COOL MAN. SO LAME. WHATEVER! arh. urm. orh. lols. denn my amarhh was admittedd to TTSH. i dunno hw to go. agi, hei, fang, wy sent to dere. sho gan dong u noe. haishh. denn i went to see my amarhh.

ok next day.

i went to see my amarhh in de morning. denn came bak. sibei siann. i go wy hse. ag dere. so play play play. denn dey come my hse. play com. play wif marker. play wif bomb bag[i threw it to de 5th flr from my window. HAHAHAS. denn 530 go amarhh hse. [w/o de amarhh]. play mahjhong. eat steamboat. go hosp see amarhh. eat breadd, banana, sweets. lols.
ok. so today. siannx. hee hees. i go mac liao. deyy sure huntam me ltr.. take so long. heh hehs. buai buai! long post kaes. bbye.

2006-01-26T22:19:00.000+08:00

very busy dese few dayys.. dunchh noe why. buh bye

2006-01-25T21:43:00.000+08:00

haishh . doing yesterday's homework . damn . cant believe i dunn understandd all the crap . damn . sho farr, de ppl i hv been chatting wif more oftenn are tricia, chunhei, kamun, shermine[NOTE; SHERMINE.], joyce[for short], blarhh blarhhs .
IMPROVEMENT;
brenda n0w tinks dat guanwee is irritating, gudd news, at least she says it 0ut .
joyce, laffs lykk crazy . vincent n clara having rumours abt underage marriage . HAHAHAHAS .
GAY CLUB;
vincent, anson, leuven, junction[LOL], me n otherrs .
disappointment, nobody pei me g0 h0me. saddedd .
sob sobx. listening t0 graduationn when typing dis . n0w changedd song t0 here without eu . abit happy abt dis clarss larhs . hee hees . fun at tymms . seri0us to0 . makes me gladd being chairmann . but i have n0 v0ice sia . 0ne thing, afterr 4pm if n0 cca, all zhao alr . pangseh miehh . saddedd .
i miss yfang ! ! i miss putri ! ! i miss weisiang ! ! i miss ps ! i miss 6b ! ! 6a ! ! bendemeer pri ! ! haishh.. lo0king f0rwardd tuhh friday . xD

2006-01-21T19:49:00.000+08:00

hehh hehhs. today ahh guann bday. hahashh. i was de first to say happy bday sia. last nite 2359 countdownn, farniie sia. sho, here it goes ;
HAPPY BURFDAY TO EU .
HAPPY BURFDAY TO EU .
HAPPY BURFDAY TO AH GUAN .
HAPPY BURFDAY TO EU ! !

gave him burfdayBASH. hahas. farniie sia. kaeshh. gt otherr special ting denn i post.
btw, i love you sia. ai ni wan nian arshh. xD uds horshh.

2006-01-20T22:18:00.000+08:00

ahh siannx. today see npcc, ncc, red cross, girl guides n band. although we diin see bandd. we saw de rest. hahashh. siannx. hahashh. siannx. dunn feel lykk updating nw liao. i wann to slp. NITES! xD

2006-01-17T18:12:00.000+08:00

haishh. today. assemble at de parade square in de morning. wakao. de fucking prefect is lyk dunno hw to stand fast one lorhs. if she stand faster we all can aso stand faster one. waliao. her butt stuck to de flr tio elephant or gorrilla glue. chee bai. denn while walking to class i kaobei kaobu to kamun. lols. gao xiao. few mins b4 recess, alson n i went to gay club, walau lame sia. alson n i were walking den saw dis sec guy de pants so damn high lorhs. SIBEI HOR CHIO. den home econs. mrs chua arh. at first she lyk shyt. denn she quite gud to me larhs. hahas. dunno. denn afterr skuu. go play bball. at first went to mac wif chunhei. meet up wif alson. den meet wenyuan. chunhei go market eat. alson in mac wif me. den we saw vincent, wencong, lueven n anson. waliao. dey go boys toilet i throw french fries inside. LOL!! den dey went bak n say me n alson. =.= after dat saw 2 girls from 1e2. duno their blardy names. n royston. haishh. siannx. den duno where royston go. den left de 2 blardy girls. sibei kaobei one. den b4 dey left dey say me n alson again. den saw minjing n weiying. den wenyuan n chunhei came bak. hahas.we bang seh alson wif minjing, zhihua n weiying. LOL!!! denn wenyuan, chunhei n i saw libing, 1 guy, macpherson guy n junyuan at bbc. den saw bevin. wy quickly siamm sia. hahas. play lorhhs. wad else. saw keith. den it rainedd. denn play a few matches dey siam liao. wif chunhei. so run to de shelter. denn stupid keith kipp taking my tings lorhs. haishh. almost kena molest today. heng i AG high. hee hee hees. i havenn bathe yet sia. smelly. haishh. art hw havenn do. de stupidd texture tingy. denn newspaper article ting. WAKAO CHEE BAI. HAND CRAMP!!!

10mis ltr...

ok liao. bak. xD kk. bbye guys. takkaiire. dunno when is cny celebrationn soo dunn ask. i jus wann u all go bak. d= hahas. bye peeps!

2006-01-16T14:41:00.000+08:00

heh hehs. siannx. btw, jus to let u guys noe, i u guys r interestedd; my choices for cca r:-
1. concert band
2.NPCC
3.wushu [=.=] 4.science n enviroment club. [since cai de ask me put, i put lorhs!! xD]
damn alot of workk sia. so far, i hv been updating yea? gd ger hor.. [bhb =P] today mr lee playedd de guitar for us. he playedd have you seen the rain, don't cry, superman, 晴天 and 寂寞的季节. show n tell marh. depak took de broom n had a so-calledd show n tell. =.= harry potter. bryan din bring anyting so both of dem sang wif a grp of ppl hu lost in de game of 7up. hehhs. 1/4 of de class nt listening but disturbing others sia. but i saw [amazingly] chunhei listening. on sun n sat, fang n i went bballing. sun i go morning jog wif wy n wg. alan halfway siamm. lols. nt suprisedd. can't break thru is a damn rawking song. hehs. althoughh its a guy song. haishh. history; malcolm tan. =.= haishh. bye guys. i go eat chickenn rice liao.. bbye. cos i dunn nidd u.. xD

2006-01-11T19:39:00.000+08:00

wheeeeeeeeeeeeees. today we decoratedd de noticeboardd. SHIOK! stay bakk until 530.. denn play bball until 630. whenn i came out of skuu, syl n gl, tekk korr were dere.denn syl n gl siao siao say riduann waiting for me. =.='" lyk hu will believe.

ooops. my clothes r washedd. holdd on.

ok. bakk. denn tekk korr n i walkedd to de bbc. SAW SNOOPYSHUAN N =.='" shi hann =O kao. denn afterr 2 mins. snoopy n han left. left weijun, yu zhi, SHUAI GE =.='" n kachai. damnn farniie lar de game. denn weijun yu zhi go bak liao. tekk korr, kachai n sam play de throw de ball bak ting. wakao. kevin tio hit to tyms in a row. de ball hit his headd liao denn hit de pole denn hit his head again. HAHAHAHAHAHAS!!! denn tekk korr go liao. i go lorhs. haishh. siann dayy. stupidd shaoqing. haishh. nvm.

xuan, cavan, libing, gek ling, alex, alson, kamun n i went bak benps. hahas. chat wif a lot of teachers. mr hong wudd be bak nex wk. heardd fromm kachai lar.hehhs. siannx. i tink i edit de pic lar. kenot see ME!! lols. btw. chiokweh out liao. haishh. hahas. its ok. hee hees.
`#bendemeeer rawkks!//-*

whhhhhhheeeeeeeeeees..

2006-01-09T21:39:00.000+08:00

hee hees. maple. =D my screeny nice. yi shu k,. :P

airport directors[direct de plane derhhs.] x]

wahhhs. royston crazy. alson diam diamm. dis is 1e2. O.o

my class.. can u spot me? xD

my class is lyk sibei siannx. no free style one. haishh. all damnn straight face. today, i almost lost my form teacher's laptop. damn. nervous until hor. wakao. almost wan to cry liao. denn hor, in class hor, from so damn noisey until my lips totally gum togetherr sia. siao liao lorh. den in de end it was ms soo or wadever her name was took it. she claimedd dat she dowann to leave in behind larhhs. so hor, de burden on my darnn headd hor, gt off. denni siao siao again. x) i sitting nex to leuven!!!! walau. nvm. we went bak to pri skuu today. see all de tcr's n everybody. denn wait for cavan n meixuan. kao, deir uni is so toot. =X oops. hee hees. denn in skuu eat eat eat tok tok tok play play play until 6plus. hahas. denn go bak liao. secondary 1 investiture today. siannx. libing spoke infrint of sec 1s n 2s. he too nervous liao, den he stop for abt 10 secs lyddat. hahas. written speech sumore. sia lar. ltr hv to do de pse tingy. den pack bag for wed. tink of wad to bring for show n tell on fri. hahas. duno wad to do. OH SHYT. I DUNNO WAD TO DO FOR ART!!! DIE DIE DIE. nvm. i copy from otherr ppl. wakke up at 6 on wed. hee hees. ohh yar. today we foundd bra at de noticeboard. cool not. hahas. damn cool. aiyar. nex tym when my class enthu improve den i blog. meanns...... one thousandd yrs ltr. haishh. 1e2 rawkks sia.. sad sad.

`#im a 1e1 kid.//-*

2006-01-08T16:51:00.000+08:00

`#NPCC//-*
ADVANTAGES
-slack
-outdoor
-more friends
-form teacher as IC
-i join then other people join
-can go for dry shoot
-fun

DISADVANTAGES
-useless in the future

`#BAND//-*
ADVANTAGES
-able to learn music n read dao geh.
-able to play a musical instrument
-improve in maths
-able to play in the future
-life skill

DISADVANTAGES
-see sumbody's face
-sit in the bomb shelter for long long long long hours

Other alternatives
-join NPCC n learn dao geh from other places or from friends.
-~~NPCC as 1st choice, BAND as 2nd choice.~~ time consuming.

came bak from de so calledd camp. 1 day nia sia. my class sarks. nt enthu at all. at least e2 betterr. feel lyk gg to beatty. damn. so how? i guess NPCC liao. my mum wudd be disappointedd barhs. i dunno. hope she doesn get disappointedd. i can learn notes n den get the scores from otherr friends. i just hope to find a place dat i can go for guitar lessons. denn, get on with life. i missed my 1st lesson of jiang. haishh. bcos of camp. but. nehmind. next wk. if i can do well academically n in my cca n of cos my position as ceh meh, i can prove to myself that at least i am betterr den otherr ppl. but nw, i still abit down in my confidence.
NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS. [w.e.f 09012006]
-get on with my chinese.
-do a gd job as a ceh meh.
-be a prefect as i hv been one in pri sku.
-do well academically.
-be gd to my mum n uncle.
-stop using com n oni use it wehn really nidded for skuu or relaxationn.
[twiice a wk. TUES n SUN.]
-improve my eyesight.
-dunn make my mum worry.
i guess i shudn put animore. in case i let downn myself.

2006-01-04T21:20:00.000+08:00

sry arhs. my previous post suckks. cos hehhs, i was kinda busy. haishh. 2nd day of skuu. tiredd liao. lao ehs. i hv to do de fone relay tingy. hahas. jus finishedd doing it. damn siannx. haishh. nw i have to do de stupid art n science hw. haishh. den mus write hu ishh sitting where in class for ms ho. kao kao kao. camp is on fri until sat. haishh.. sian sia. i nw lyk damn tiredd lorhs. haishh, PERSISTANCE! omg. im, sounding more n more lyk mrs rathi. learnedd mind mapping today. hee hees. haishh. i broke all rules! i mean in mind mapping. btw, i finally passedd turn over a new leaf dat challenge leii. hahas. happy lyk siao. denn nw i damn scaredd. cos ryt, gt 1 girl is student leader, she askedd me for my name lei. so..... wonder wad wudd dm do nw. haishh. but prob is, wad did i do wrong. hahas. im such a lamer. aniwayys, i dunn really care larhs. jus washedd my clothes. but haven hang. damn sian lei. dun feel lyk doing it. alamak! tmr full day again. walau. i tink i go slp liao larhs. haishh. nites peeps!

2006-01-04T20:23:00.000+08:00

walau. duno y so tiredd lorhs. hahas. first day of skuu, i tio selectedd as ceh meh. so nw in class, i calledd ceh meh. but benps frens. pls! call me bird nest. =D siannx.

HNY! 2006

2006-01-01T01:36:00.000+08:00

WE WISH YOU A HAPPY NEW YEAR~
WE WISH YOU A HAPPY NEW YEAR~
WE WISH YOU A AHPPY NEW YEAR
AND A MERRY CHRISTMAS~~!

(-_-) <0()3>
ahhhh siann. sec 1 liao lorhs. hope u guys will nv forgt a lame fren lyk me!!!! xD hee hees.
HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYS. wahahahahahahas!

MR2005 PASSED THE BATON TO MR2006 IN 2400HRS.

im goin crazy! xD

alamakk.

2005-12-31T19:30:00.000+08:00

todayy. i woke up at 8 in de morn. den go beoon keng bbc. denn play play play. i dowann to describe. too lame n farniie. aniwayys. fang, sam, alan, yongxun, kachai, chunhei, jeremy, cheekeong, weeguan, wenyuan, ashri, yuzhi n me were dere. den fang had to bakk at 10.45 plus. denn wo song ta hui. i came bak. sam's dad calledd herr. her grandfatherr had passedd away in malaysia. herr reactionn was kinda weird. she saidd"fuck lar" threw her fone. laughedd. bent down n criedd. we were all kinda shockedd. aniwayys. we went to mac. jeremy, wenyuan, sam, kachai n i. ate a few stuffs den talkedd abt lame stuffs. den yongxun, chunhei, cheekeong, weeguan n alan came bak. forr some lame unknown reason i didn noe. hahas. den dose lame ppl went bak. left de same ppl. den we decidedd to go to bugis. sam cudn go. she nidded to go bak to malaysia to pay respects to herr grandfatherr. so de 4 of us went. wakao. we went to bras basarh[duno hw to spell] to collect jeremy's specs. denn it rainedd. T.T nvm. we walkedd to bugis. denn we walk here walk dere den foundd the wallet shop. hahas. xuan, no nidd pei me liao. xuan, we go beach k? =D denn wo qing ta men coffee bean. ok for my pocket lar. brought $60 out. taxi fare i pay, wallet i pay, kopi i pay. its ok. dunn pity me.

but de prob is,

it was 4plus. gg to 5 liao. i saidd i didn wan to go hm. i suggestedd to kachai, wan to go ps anot. he say k lar. so we go mrt dere liao. i hv no idea y de hell jeremy say,"kachai, if u go, no place for u in de bball team liao. vanessa, if u go, no blanjah." O.O walau. i dunn care abt my blanjah lar. but its kachai's bball place lor. so, i alr diam diam. but de prob is, i wan go meet dinosaurr. ok, so nvm. go bus stop. den afterr dat, reachedd wenyuan hse. play for a while i go bak hm liao. den i online. jeremy say,"eh play new wurl lei." i saidd i didn wan to. he say if u dun play i dun blanjah u liao lar. den by dat tym i du lan liao lor. i dunn care. i say i dowann play. i dunn mindd abt my coffeebean offerr lorhs. i jus dunn uds lorh.

aniwayys. ill post again ltr. i go eat my pizza liao. hahas. stupid new yr. no frens to be wif. hope nex yr is different. haishh. k lar.
HOPE YOU GUYS HAVE HAPPY NEW YEAR! =D

blk catching.

2005-12-30T13:07:00.000+08:00

wahhhs. dese few dayys. play blk catching. but nt siannx. hahas. today nv go cos fang n weeguan aso nv go. hahas. lame excuse? yea.. i stay hm meditate. maybe tmr den i go. hahas. denn play wad arh. water bomb.. hee hees. n with de same grp. sam, fang, weeguan, yongxun, chunhei, wenyuan, alan, lao gao, weiliang, fire boar, baboon, jeremy, cheekeong n many more. dun tink u guys heard of dese names. caide, ah sam, kevin, namn chin, yicong, banana dey all aso. actually lyf on de basketball court is nth. until u play wif dem in different wayys. den u will start to realise dat most of dem r fun to be with. hahas. well, dats wad i tink. im gg to bendemeer sec. maybe its nt such a badd ting. hehs. a new yr. a fresh start.
hehhs.

haishh

2005-12-14T23:22:00.000+08:00

few dayys nv blogg properly. sry guyys.. kinda bz wif maple n all de crappy stuff i do. guess, tmr shall be my bball day. hope to change my blogg skinn larhhs. cos it really suckks. :))

summary of dis yr.

2005-12-13T15:27:00.000+08:00

i lost 2 watches, a basketball, a hp, a wallet. will be leaving benps n gg to benss. gt 224 for my psle. went out wif my cousins, hadd qurrels n fights in skuu n at hm. went overseas. hadd chalet wif nball girls. wudd love to play de guitar, learn ice skating n roller blading. siannx. lvl 24 rogue. wad a noobie. siannx. gonna change my blog skinn.. sort of sickk of it lei.

heyys, im bakk.

2005-12-12T21:58:00.000+08:00

i m nw in de comfort of my rm. siannx. came bakk from china lerhhs. lazy to blog abt it lei.. everydayy eat eat eat, slp slp slp, walkk walkk walkk, shop shop shop..denn on de last dayy, we go to de airport, de stupidd taxi driverr keep horning at every vehicle.. whenn we reachedd.. when we boardedd de plane de plane take v long to fly. afterr 2 hrs, dey say de plane gt techh probb. so dey let us out. by dat tymm, was abt 5plus pm. denn deyy let us out onto de bus to go to de lounge. giv us free dinnerr. denn 2hrs ltr, we boardd new plane. sit until 6 hrs ltr on de plane denn reachh sg. by denn was abt 5 plus am. denn go bathe cos lykk damn hot. denn go eat my instant noodles n slp liao.. i lost my wallet n my ezlinkk in china. dammit. camera aso gone.

i gg to benss lei. ahh siannx.actually i post alot derhhs. denn sudenly dunno wadd to blogg abt. i tinkk is abt skuu or sth. haishh. hu askk me to hv lao ren chi dai.. so manyy ppl go bendemeer. suddenly dunn feel lykk gg. guess bowen.
`#din0

headache

2005-11-26T22:41:00.000+08:00

haishh. todayy went to bowenn.. took 15 minns to reachh by a straight bus. 147. afterr fang, shirlene n i gt off de bus, headache sia.. afterr reaching, my goshh, haf to walkk 1 rdd to de front gate. denn i realisedd dat if we ahdd takenn bus 865 aso can reachh, but nearerr. but nt a straight bus. siannx. denn was supposedd to go to bt, but no bus gg dere n all of us gong alr.. went bakk boon keng to eat mac. met up wif carmen n kaixuan. denn went to playy bball. fang n i went to my hse to pickupp de bball. as we were reaching my hse in de lift, she askk me wadd to sms ms hon cos she doesn wan to go to anderson. i toldd herr ang mo kio v farr larhhs. denn i sayy mite as well go to ang mo cai tao. fang was laffing lyk madd, dat causedd me laff n de otherr 2 boyys in de lift to um chio n dropp de piece of chocolate deyy n eachh put into theirr mouthhs. we denn went to ourr daily ritual n went hm. haishh. i m gg to bendemeer sec. maybe its nt suchh a badd tingg afterr all. gt sharr, libing, chun hei.. onii dunn hv yuan fang. sadd. dunno hw to use scannerr. im suchh a noobie. wadd else did i do todayy? guess nth. my lyf is as boring as anyy ah chekk's. hope it cudd be as interesting as osama's one day.

#`bendemeerian for once; bendemeerian for lyf.

224.

2005-11-24T23:21:00.000+08:00

i gt 224. i wann to go bt.. but mum askk me go benss. maybe benss is a betterr choice. more friendds. but studyy wise, bt.. haiish. in between markks suckk.

bendemeer prii skuu rawkks..!

bendemeer rawkker.

2005-11-23T23:23:00.000+08:00

siannx. jus came bakk form my couz hse.. gt rashes from de bike ride i hadd ardd her hse. i hit against sum tree. damn mannx. went dere to swim, eat, slp, slack, shyt, take neos, play badminton; squash; tennis, fight, shout, sing, play piano, do wadeva tinggs to get my mindd off my results tmr. on de 1st day of skuu, de 1st personn i everr met, was sharmaine. we werent v close, but all i noe is dat dis yr, we were in de same class again. n im gladd. at de beginning of dis yr, i was quite a newhorn. i tot tinggs wudd b de same, but it quite wasnt. my buddies from 5a werent dere. but i startedd to warmm up to de class.. n u noe wad? i foundd out dat 6b were de hardest rawkkers. friendds from p1c; 4a; 5a; 6b; u guyys rawkk.. or shudd i sayy, ANIONE IN BENDEMEER RAWKKS..

took many pics. on frii.. but onii can uploadd demm tmr.. thurrs gg to playy bball n let it all off. fri gg to SHOP FOR XAMS PRESSIS! gonna bring $100 i gez.. gg to kbox on sat.. im gonna LET IT ALL OFF!

i m doingg a viideo for p6, hu will volunteer to helpp? can helpp collect fotos?

on de start of dis yr, i aimedd forr 300. but dayy afterr dayy, it went lowerr n lowerr.. until nw, wadd i aim for, is jus a meer 210[betterr denn my couz.] dunn evenn noe whichh skuu do i wanna go to. makingg friendds ain dat difficult. de onii probb is remembering n reuniting wif my treasuredd friendds, de ones in 6b.. i ain holdingg anyy grudges towardds anione or anithing.

goshh, 6 yrs.. 6yrrs. in a blinkk of an eye.. from cute lil boyys n girls, to maturedd gentlemen n ladies. as wadd we alwayys say.. once a bendemeerian; alwayys a bendemeerian` tmr is Dday lerhhs. DOOMSday. EVERYONE JIAYOU! [includingg me!^^] xD luv u guyys..

we will alwayys be one.

2005-11-14T00:14:00.000+08:00

i actually hv no idea wad to post nw. i jus noe dat i hv to play bball a dayy until 8pm nw. COS BASKETBALL RAWKKS! dunno y leiis. maybe is bcos snoopyshaun but todayy snoopy nv come leiis. maybe its jus de bondingg bcos we noe we r gg to leave eachh otherr soon.

haiix, i duno whetherr to forgive herr, all i noe is dat i took great painns to bringg upp dis matter, m i supposedd to leave it jus lyddat? nvm, ill c wadd happenns.

im tinkingg abt 1c now. actually, 1c really rawkks to de core.. it was quite de best yr of all 6 of em in benps. well, mayb it was bcos i met all sorts of ppl lykk stanley, fuzhi, raphael[dunn evenn noe he noe me still], sharmaine so on n so forthh. i remem mrs lim SF call me cos dat tymm i gt asthma, mr tan WT came to my hse to hv listening compre. i tinkk i was a better person whenn i was youngerr, dat was wad my mum saidd too. im listening to paperr nw. wonderingg wadd ourr futures will b lykk. ponderingg on whenn we may meet up againn. ~screaming aloudd wun helpp but it makes me feel beta~ wadd shudd we do in de future? ~nothing compares to dis~ will we thinkk abt eachh otherr? ~y r we still here shudn we hv movedd but still we sayy i kenot b withh u~ will we still keep in touchh?~let me go~ will we still b bestest of friendds? i hope ourr graduationn video clipps will touchh de hearts of manyy. i mayy be de onlyy one hu will be cryingg in de darkk. but hu cares? as longg as i feel it.. WE WILL ALWAYS BE PART OF BENDEMEER PRIMARY. i shall get de class register n copyy de numberrs onto my notebook.

went to trim my hairr todayy, doesnt look v different as wadd sin ee n yfang saidd.. lvl18 sin. slow siiax. maybe maple will b bonding for all of us. hahaa. jus foundd out dat i was de first one to start blogging in bendemeer.. all my blogg de title usually is siannx or haiix. but really, truely, sincerely, i m v siannx.

siannx.

2005-11-11T09:25:00.000+08:00

nw in skuu postingg blogg. haiix.. abt to change blogskinn soon i guess. doingg dance lehhs.. kaobeii larhhs.. ppl in my class damn brainless ya noe. hv nth to sayy abt herr larhhs. fucking hell. ytd went to play bball. nt v surprisingg ryt. hahhs. but amazingly, it was raining ytd, i fell downn damn lots of tyms. spinal v pain lehhs. den almost kena dot dot dot a few tyms, up n down. but i wearr double layerr larhhs. haiix. graduation is coming soonerr n soonerr sobb sobb sobbx mannx. missing bendemeer`6b2005 by de secondd.

iLu. iMu. iNu.

happy grandparents day!

2005-11-04T20:26:00.000+08:00

wheeee! todayy is grandparents' dayy. i didn remem until now. if i hadd rememeredd wheni was playing bball, dose elderly walkkingg across aniwhere wudd b calledd out by miie n walkk away wif a smiile.. hees.. yepps! i wudd call dem! hehhs. boredd off my butt again.. todayy came bakk at 730. guaii kiaa ryt? hahas.. de mosquitoes lurff miie sho muchh, deyy kept sucking my blood todayy. whenn will dey everr leave? im gg to china for an overseas tripp on de 2nd of decemberr. nt really excitedd. diin really wantedd to go. but actually, im jus afraidd of de injectionn deyy mayy giv me on dat dae.. de poke on de tv really lookedd torturous. haiix. dowann to go. aniiwayys, takkaiire people! HAPPY GRANDPARENTS' [grandmother's] DAY!

haiix.. siannx.`

2005-11-04T11:04:00.000+08:00

todayy i nv pon, i woke up late.. n i din even noe.. mum din call. i slept at 4am. haiiyox. gg gila. siannx. missing last yr.. de dayys we had sharedd togetherr. sobbx sobbx. nth to sayy alr. siannx.

2005-11-02T19:06:00.000+08:00

haiix. u noe wad? i kenot standd CHIN MINJING ANIMORE! all i wanna sayy is fuckk herr chee baii in n out larhhs.. she is a sluty bytchh.. if she wanns to tell dis post to mr hong, i wudnt care.. u noe y? bcos she is SPOILT N PAMPERED.. SHE CRYS TO GET WAT SHE WANS. EVEN OVER A FUCKING BOY! CHIN MINJING.. NOE UR LIMITS.. NO ONE WANTS TO BE UR FRIEND.. WISHFUL THINKING.. EVERYONE WANS TO BE UR FRIEND? DUN GEI SI LARHHS... FUCKING MAGGOT.. DIS IS NT A THREAT.. DIS IS JUS FOR U TO NOE DAT NONE OF UR FRIENDS R TRUE TO U. BLOODY COCKSUCKING BYTCH!

chung chunhei, for many yrs of friendshipp, u n meixuan gd friends ryt? dowann to listenn to herr den forget it. i ain gonna CARE. though u and i were friendds for so many yrs, u still turnedd to that slut in the endd. thankks manx.

korr...

2005-11-01T23:54:00.001+08:00

u gt gf lerhhs tell me.. sho i can get readyy to call herr da sao...

BENDEMEER WHOOOOSH!

2005-11-01T23:14:00.000+08:00

haiix. i will miss all de hyperr tyms we hadd togetherr in BENDEMEER. i love dis skuu. graduationn... sobbx. but i noe, we hv to go on wif ourr future.. hv betterr friendds. findd a boy/girlfriendd. xD hehhs. so boredd off my butt now. listening to BREAK YOU by Marion Raven now.. evenn dis singg makes me tinkk of de past. WHY? i feel heartbrokenn...

WAIT...
wadd on earth m i tokingg abt now.. PAPER by Daphne Khoo. makes my heart crushh into fine powderr...

i feel SAD. i kenot standd de painn animore. I LOVE BENDEMEER PRIMARY SCHOOL! BENDEMEER RAWKK ON! i nv regret saying dis as alwayys. RAWKING SCHOOL.
ONCE A BENDEMEERIAN; ALWAYS A BENDEMEERIAN. BENDEMEER WHOOOOOSH!

siannx.

2005-10-31T15:21:00.000+08:00

haiix. shwu tyng nw doing all de workk, kenot do captionns, sho nw i m sufingg de net n lookingg at shyt whenn i can actually go online, play maple n finishh 5 quest usingg all dis tym. kaobeii larhhs. nw in de com rm postingg dis blogg, nt evenn sure can b publishedd anot... shwu tyng jus checkk me n sayy i complainingg. =.=

haiix.. dancingg pon de replay n singingg dats wadd friendds r forr on gradution dayy, 171105.. sobbx sobbx. last dayy in da skuu.. i love BENDEMEER PRIMARY! woohoooo.....!!

siann nw. arhh.. jus can't stopp grumblingg abt de sianness i'm handlingg..

siannx narhhs.

2005-10-26T11:24:00.000+08:00

dowann to playy bball lerhhs, quit. maybe afterr de probationn periodd denn i playy. meanwhile, stayy hm n rot is da best optionn for me. boredd larhhs.

todayy i pontang. supposedd to b sharr pontangg wif me, buut she hadd *diarrhhoea* de dayy b4 alr. n i haven foundd an excuse to excuse myself. siannx narhhs. dayys afterr dis, i shall swearr to playy faithfully n crazilyy in otherr ppl's hse.

hehhs. siianx. ytd, we went to de SHYTwater plant. wadd de fuck manx, go dere drinkk SHYTwater niiax. chloe n i kept disturbingg ourselves n kept tokingg abt SHYT. came bakk snoringg in de bus. n i meant bothh of us.

CH still havenn cum bakk yet, so i declare myself as SIBEI siannx. waitingg for him to cum bakk sho dat i can playy a proper game wif him. kao beii larhhs, gt ppl jio him siiax. kenot belive, dis kindd of pl, ppl aso wann. no sense of TASTE sehh. kaox.

wantedd to c de 4sided kacheng will react to de graduationn interview. bet she will freak out n CRY. muahahahahahahaaa. bet everyone is in skuu nw. can't belive i m left at hm, alone, lazingg aroundd abt on de chairr postingg dis blogg. may go out ltrr.. but dunno where. sumwhere i can hide my tears n shut of of dis universe. switchh off my brainn n slpp eternally. when will dat happen?

im havingg dis dyingg feeling again, lyk de last tym. will sumone help me again. i believe i have nt changed at all. still so stupidd, childishh n tinking abt dying all overr again. WHY..

Daphne Khoo - Paper
reflections on the water
i share with you on my blank paper
call out ur name as if i dont know you or i had you replaced
were you real and were you here?
what is this feeling that i fear?
open up and make things clear
do you love me? oohh...

[chorus]
screaming aloud wont help but it makes me feel better
nothing compares to this
why are we still here shouldnt we have moved
but still we stayi cannot be with you
let me go..

the scars upon your headpierce through my soul
yet i can't love youthe way that you love me
why can't you seethat like this we won't last
trust me we will be just fine
let go of these feelings you feign inside
i know in just a matter of time
we'll be fine

[chorus]

were you real
and were you here
what is this feeling that i fear
[chorus] X2

haiix | siian.

2005-10-24T23:01:00.000+08:00

jus nw went to c lixin's friendsterr profiile. ps zhang de hao da lerhh worrs.. zhangg gao lerhh henn henn henn duo. hehhs. hehh hehh sayy he buey hao baii. i tinkk shudd b true. nt surre. i dowann to noe. ppl change. i feel sadd. n i nv wann to noe why.

m i getting to boredd wif bball? i tink so. dese few dayys, bball soundds lyk a get lost to me. dunno narhhs. maybe playy till too siiann lerhhs.

aniwayys, COLDsotong, giv me my taggs n testiis!! n, maybe i'm really too demadingg. if i m, wo shi fen de bao qian. u n ur complicatedd plan.. flawless.. hehhs. farniie JEHH.. nehhs. still KORR soundds betaa. n straighterr. lolls. heyys, anitym u dowann to call me or sms me , let me noe. u dunn hv to lie n sayy dat u weren't smsing. ok? i trust u. iLu. iMu. iNu.

life forr me has nt changedd. well, maybe it has. i hate my home. i dowann to b in de hse for anotherr minute. i wanna run. i wanna hide. i wanna be protectedd.

WHO WILL?

dreaming of eu. LOLLS!!

hehhs.

2005-10-23T21:05:00.000+08:00

errs.. korr arhhs, if u c dis post, i jus wanna apologise. i ytd nv slpp until 12pm.. aniiwayys, qiu zek dio lehhs. tiia.. sobbx.. siianx arhhs everydayy. chalet lykk v farnn nehhs. sobbx. hugg u hugg u larhhs. LOL. warm hug. siianx larhhs. tokk to eu arhhs, farnyy siiax.

hehhs.

2005-10-22T23:39:00.000+08:00

in love again? haiix. jus hope nt.. korr arhhs, if u c dis post, i'm sorry. i tinkk u kenot trust me lerhhs. i din slpp.
ytd, chunhei came bakk, first tingg he said, siianx. wtf. chunhei wore dat pink respect my ass shirt. hu wans to respect him.. if he makkes dat freakingg decision, i ain gonna respect him. haiix.
went to buy 2 paiirs of slippers, 1 for me n de otherr for fangg. bought a skirt too. adds to my collection of skirts. nw i hv 3.. lolls. boredd to stiff. jus lazingg ard everydayy. lookingg forr my korr to b free n bugg him. hehhs. he sayy putrii is smart, well i agree. but i dunno when is she gg bakk to ind.. sobbx. gonna miss herr.

hehhs, i'm bakk.

2005-10-22T00:24:00.000+08:00

hehhs. i'm finally bakk, so boredd i jus felt lyk updating. maybe afterr dis, i will update everydayy. well, part of my life is ruinedd. reason? bball. repution gone. arghhs. dese feww dayys, tinking abt him again. haiix. makingg me sad n sloppyy. but well, i tryy to be happy, n wad happenns? my right hand's index finger gets swollen. it hurts, real badd. all bcos of stupidd kachai. hit de ball marhhs, hit my hand FOR WHAT.

haiix. hope ppl still visit my blogg. lykk sharmaine, hu spams.
hope i GETaLIFE.

yox

2005-09-26T15:08:00.000+08:00

i'm backk lorhhs. for awhile nia larhhs. kaes. gtg lerhh buaiix. wishh moii psle gudd luckk lohhs. ^^

kanashimi wo yasashisa ni

2005-09-08T14:55:00.000+08:00

sousa kanashimi wo yasashisa ni
jibun rashisa wo chikara ni
mayoinagarademo ii arukidashitemou ikkai mou ikkai

dareka no kitai ni zutto kotae
homerarerunoga suki nano desuka?
naritai jibun wo surikaetemo
egao wa itsudemo suteki desuka?

hajimaridake yume mite okiru
sono saki nara itsuka jibun no ude de

souda daiji na mono wa itsumo
katachi no nai mono dake
te ni iretemo nakushitemo
kizukanumama

sousa kanashimi wo yasashisa ni
jibun rashisa wo chikara ni
mayoinagarademo ii arukidashite
mou ikkai mou ikkai

zurui otona wa deau tabi
atama gohashi na sekkyou dake
jibun wo sunao ni dasenaku natte
kizutsukinagara sugu ni togatte

atarashii kaze mikata ni tsukete
sagashite iinda itsuka aoi tori wo
souda daiji na mono wa itsumo
katachi no nai mono dake
te ni iretemo nakushitemo
kizukanumama

sousa kanashimi wo yasashisa ni
jibun rashisa wo chikara ni
mayoinagarademo ii arukidashite
namida no ato ni wa nazeka fukkireta
sora ni niji ga deru you ni shizen na koto
ame wa agatta

dakara daiji na mono wa itsumo
katachi no nai mono dake
te ni iretemo nakushitemo
kizukanumama

sousa kanashimi wo yasashisa ni
jibun rashisa wo chikara ni
kiminara kitto yareru shinjite ite
mou ikkai mou ikkai
mou ikkai mou iikai?

[[crazifiedd]]
ness jie. 080905.14:56

omg.

2005-09-08T12:07:00.000+08:00

i tinkk i mus go for checkup liaiox. everydayy moii freakingg haiir is falling off. tmd.. surprisedd gt daryl tagg mii? actually, is nt really dat daryl. is from beatty derhh. hees.

i tot abt him n i tinkk its best to let him go. i dunno y. but, for myself, him n moii psle. i didn't lykk him animore..
[[crazifiedd]]
nest jie. 080905.12:09

mooviies

2005-09-07T16:58:00.001+08:00

hahaa. todayy go watchh san ge hao ren. farnyy manx. den laughh v loudlyy n talkk vehh loudly...
[lang jia hum ah lang jia hum ah
lang pang saii lang pang saii
hum jia saii ah hum jia saii ah
lang jia hum lang jia hum]

lol. KM askedd heii go,he gt tuition. sho he ~~was~~ will be scoldedd(kanaa scolded is luckyy niiax.) by mum, sure one. his tuition teacherr calledd his mum den KM gif him "jing shen shang de gu li" LAME.. ^^

haiix. sitting here, tinkin abt de past. i rememberedd how i cried, laughedd, sharedd moments wif him. esp de nite talkks. i wonderr will it everr happen again. gawd... will u gif mii a chance if de past can be gone overr again?? haiix. sumtyms, i gave myself unnesscery pressure, stress. bcos of him. m i falling for him. falling over AGAIN? no. i won't. i will nv. my psle is de important one first. he has given mii luckk n toldd mii nt to tiink of him as it wudd distract mii from scoring highh markks lyk him. haiix. i will to aniting. jus aniting, to nt tiink abt dis.haiix. i'm so freakedd out now.

jus now i went hm, i saw sam, yu zhi n alan. pharkk. but i still tinkk sam n tekk korr steadd lehh. hahahahahaa. fangg arhh, i dun lyk him lerhh. so when he walk pass de bbc, dun askk mii to look at him horr. haiix.

miixedd feelings towardds u. dayy by dayy. hurtin inside_____x

[[crazifiedd]]
trust mii. ness jiie. 070905 17:13

2005-09-05T14:52:00.000+08:00

arghh. so tiredd. jus wanna eat shyt n dropp deadd. hahaa. jus now go playy lan wif chloe. moii ms crazifiedd wan to delete liiaox. train new one. siiaox. i mean, de charac name is siiaox. ^^ den playy for lykk, 2 hrs? stopp. den chloe kanaa naggedd by mum.. den i sat de wrong train hm. supposedd to headd for harbourfront, i headedd for punggol.. so i droppedd off at hougang n went de otherr wayy. i suppose dat chloe aso go wrong wayy.. hahaa. den i go change bakk to skuu u n walkedd hm. it took quite a long tym to decide where to go. ps wif shar, WY, KM, fiona or kovan wif chloe.

on teacher's dayy, we went to look for ms toh. chun hei, zu xiang, mei xuan, fu zhi, thidar, shu e, yi jue n i. from 2pm till 9.30+.. hahaa. fun manx. budden until now, sii heii haven ans moii ques. maybe dat ques shudd nv been askedd. haiix.

dese few dayys, heaven hm is lyk jail. kenot eat, kenot slpp, kenot go out. studyy studyy studyy all da wayy. haiix. siianx. jin tian gan gan de liu chu qu da lan.. hahahaa.

arghhh!!

2005-08-24T15:17:00.000+08:00

wahh lan ehh. wanna c bearyu dun get to c. but every morning c idiot lao beii. pharkk man. taii qiao lerhh barhh.

psle derhh oral overr lerhh. hehhs. hengg man. prelim derhh englishh n mathhs overr liiao. todayy de mathhs prelim damn ez lorhh. tmr ishh mt. dammit. hate it man. worse still dat pharking you lao shii askk us do workk den she nv teachh us one lehh. now i miiss qi lao shii, zhu lao shii n mdm toh. wahh lao.. deyy all hv to leave one. qi lao shii go bakk chinaa to takkaiire of herr dadd.

siianx. dese feww dayys i hv been studying man.ytd, chloe, shar, wen yii, yee ting, randy n chun heii cum moii hse. den playy blindd mice. den gt so manyy ants[ant nest] in one pic lehh. den we dun care for a while den continue playing blindd mice. den we go 4C playy block-catching. playy playy playy until siian. den go bakk moii hse to playy ants. how to playy nehh? ishh lyk dis. u take a pic. go out of de hse. open de pic n sprayy as muchh baygon as possible. fun? for dem ya larhh. for mii no. cos arhh. afterr deyy playy ants, i hv to clearr. n all dat stupidd chun heii can sayy ishh, "ness hen can lehh." arghh. den randy sayy he sprayy baygon bii spray bicycle qi you duo. lols. den all go bakk liiao. den wo songg yee ting n sharr huii marhh. as we reachedd de traffic light nearr bendemeer rdd, we saww a bus dat hadd an advertisement for baygon. wahh liiao. qio gao budd dou tia. kakaa. den i kept saying dat as if moii hse ishh science centre lyddat. todayy shar n shwu tyng wantedd to cum moii hse. but ii nt at hm, sho deyy call moii hse ii nv pickupp. hahaa. c ants again. but too badd, no more ants to kill liiaox.

siian narhh. everydayy studyy. haiix. if onii our countryy dun hv psle. den dat chun heii everydayy dowan to studyy. if i get more den him, he gimme $10. hahaha.

bearyu arhh bearyu. v long nv c u lerhh. tcr's dayy u decide to cum bakk anot.......... haiix.
hurtin inside_____x

[[crazifiedd kidd]]
[hope to c u soon.]

gagagagaa

2005-08-16T14:03:00.000+08:00

hehhs. saw lao beii todayy nearr his hse n benps. when i saww him, i mumbledd chee baii larhh.. n yepp, i'm getting vulgarer.[made up de wurdd.]

decidedd to write todayy cos i readd sumone's blogg dat made mii v gek xim.. haiix. heckk.

fish arhh fish y u tokk on de fone mus wait onex.. siia larhh u. XP siian. putrii jiie maple oreadii lvl 15, i onii lvl 11.. kao.. n she playy onii a few dayys. thoughh same jobb larhh. theif. rememberr to add mii maple horr.
aquila- crazifiedd
bootes- XgurLxX

everydayy studyy. now sickk, halfdayy i go bakk hm. hahaa. dowan to c de fucking tcr's[you lao shi]bloodyy face. siian. everydayy askk us to do workk but nv teachh or revise. fuckerr. now deyy r getting torturedd by herr. lalalaa. i askedd sharr to go hm, but she saidd she lookedd too energetic. hahaa.

hate bohh ka cheng n dua ka cheng lots. dus ka cheng nt so muchh larhh, but bohh ka cheng???!! arghhh. feddupp wif herr.

fishh, call mii ltr at moii amarhh hse horr. k arhh.

i go n slp horr, everybodyy, dis ishh moii last post until psle unless i c bearyfishz[means u] again. okiies?

~~nites!~~ ZZZZzzzz....
[crazifiedd kidd]sleeping while waiting for ur call.

^^

2005-08-13T22:44:00.000+08:00

i will update onii afterr psle. playy maple onii afterr psle. now aim for 245. go cedarr sec wif shar. hehhs. chiong arhh!!

lurve bearyfishz forevaa!!

2005-08-06T21:37:00.000+08:00

plaing maplestory. dun feel lyk updating liiaox. buaiix.

playedd bball.

2005-07-30T19:28:00.000+08:00

hehhs. todayy i playedd bball wif Yuan Fang, again. we triedd to play league wif a boii we didn't noe. den we playedd abc among ourselves. afterr dat Wen Yuan n Alan came, sho Yuan Fang n ii teamedd up n playedd a hiongg matchh wif dem. we playy until deyy givupp den ii n Wen Yuan team. den Chin Yuan n his lil bro came n play. den Wei Liang n Chee Kiong came. sho we play lorhh. Chee Kiong//Fang//Wei Liang n ii one team, Wen Yuan// Alan n Chin Yuan 1 team. play play play, Fang n ii bcame starr playerrs cos we all v hiiong marhh. den Chin Yuan derhh bro lyk wan to slp liiao, sho Yuan brought him bakk to his mum's salon to let him slp. den bcum Wen Yuan//Fang n ii 1 team. Wei Liang//Alan n Chee Kiong 1 team. play play play, Alan wan to pushh Chee Kiong out sho Chee Kiong threw de ball at Alan's foreheadd. wahh biiang, we laff until wan to die lyddat lehh. hahaa. den Wen Yuan throw de ball at moii headd. moii specs arhh, bendd liiaox. sho our ball ryt, ii pass to Fang, Fang pass to mii ii shoot. we pass to Wen Yuan nt alot of tyms. den Yuan Fang saw moii mum, sho go bakk liiaox. quite fun larhh.

now ii can playy maple. i playy at moii pc. hehhs. fun siiax.

[[crazifiedd kidd]]

yo loh!

2005-07-29T20:35:00.000+08:00

heyyo!! todayy i go skuu tie 2.. ppl sayy i look cute, ppl sayy i crazy. but tiink i dun suit diis kindd of haiirstyle. u noe y? cos i'm too roughh. hahaa. anotherr tiing, ii go playy bball afterr remediial wif Yuan Fang at st.george's bbc. b4 play she go moii hse cos i wanna change n take bball. afterr dat we go moii amarhh hse cos 2 sumbodyys were dere dat she didd not wan to c. sho we eat n watchh tv lohh. until 4.30pm we go down n playy, zun zun he nt dere.. sho we playy lohh. den we met libing n dat macpherson boyy sho play matchh lohh.

den saww Sin Ee sho tokk wif herr lorhh. den aloy came, sho we play matchh again. den saww Putrii, sho tokk wif her lorhh. den we anyhow playy liiaox. den Wee Guan//Weii Liang//Chee Kiong[dunno how to spell larhh.]//dotx. came into our court sho we siiam. den we saww Alan. den we saww Chin Yuan. but we meet sho manyy ppl horr, we nv tokk to dem or even sayy hii. so, we play matchh deyy play matchh, diff courts. den Yu Zhii//Weii Jun come, den deyy play full court den Yuan Fang n ii we playing amongst ourselves..

[[he]] shoot ourr court dere marhh, sho [[he]] keepp on acting cute but ii nv care den [[he]] scream so loudd one tym. den [[he]] saidd mother fuck you arhh, so Yuan Fang n ii laff lorhh.

den Shirlene came. sho we play serious matchh siia. actually ishh Shirlene cum den Weii Jun//Yu Zhii come. sho we playy den deyy playy full lorhh. idiot ehh, deyy damn disturbb derhh lehh.

todayy i findd moii shooting v gudd ehh. hehhs. all kao qie ban.

den we saww Frerry//Kevin//Shih Ning running wif Mr Hong n his son lorhh sho Yuan Fang n ii go ka chiiao dem until we go bakk playy bball.

den Tekk Korr n Sam came.. de Concert Kinabalu paiir. sho farnyy siia. den we playy lorhh.

Mr Hong bang sehh Frerry. sho he play wif us. den playy until 7.30pm, ii neededd to go hm liiaox. sho no ball, no game. den deng chuu lorhh. hehhs.

damn fun manx todayy. thoughh tiredd, but its all worthh it, cos its sports + FUN!!

[[crazifiedd kidd]]

yox.

2005-07-28T21:27:00.000+08:00

today alot of tings happenedd.

.::TODAY::.

stanley went to de hospital cos he hadd a dent in his headd. haiix. sobx. yee ting nv came to skuu for de 4 dayy lerhh. haiix. mr hong sayy she driink waterr aso niid ppl help herr. haiix. sobx. den psle we hadd to line up. i 9.15am take oral. first dayy ishh chinese oral. moii index numberr ishh 04323Z. ez to remem. hehhs. siian nehhs. sho manyy dayys, sho many ppl nv cum. sadx. kana sunburn cos playy bball in skuu again. haiix. todayy moii shooting nt sho badd ehh. hehhs. bhb horr. haiix.

I LOVE BENDEMEER PRIMARY SCHOOL FOREVAA AND EVAA!!
BENDEMEER USHH!!

[[crazifiedd kidd]]

saw//turnedd

2005-07-27T19:25:00.000+08:00

saw [[him]] dis morning. wantedd to tell [[him]] dat once i late den i walk dere derhh, nt purposely go n c [[him]] dere. too badd, ta xue wo zhao, saw//turnedd. as i was walking i was ~~hoping~~ praying dat i wun b late. haiix. after having seen [[him]], i saw wei jun at de traffic lite. dun care him larhh. i jus walkedd away. i cupped moii hands as thoughh i was praying. thoughh i saw him looking at mii as thoughh i was madd. but it was really coldd in de morn todayy.

hope Wee Guan can stopp saying dat i like Wei Liang. COS I DUN.

haiix. siianx. mr hong hadd to tell mii dat sumone in moii class likedd mii. i oreadii noe, but i pretendedd i didn't noe. haiix. siick n tiredd of dis.

in deep shyt. I'm in deep shyt.

[[crazifiedd kidd]]

hii.

2005-07-27T18:16:00.000+08:00

i jus wanna ~~type~~ try sth.. anii difference?

heyy.

2005-07-26T23:03:00.000+08:00

long tym no update lerhh. haiix. sho, hows moii new blog? hope moii music not too loudd. i chose it bcos i tiink it suitedd my situation v well, hence de new overall. its 11pm. ii dun feel lyk slping. i'm really tiinking of euu dese few dayys. i dunno y. ~~found~~ saw Jarel today, as i was walking hm wif Guan Wee. hope he did nt xiang y.. hehhs. i'm trying nt to play bball lerhh. wan to study, ya? haiix. DANG GUAI KIA LOHH!

[[crazified kidd]]

wakakaa.

2005-07-24T23:07:00.000+08:00

jus discovered something, can see? happy
nehhs.

[[crazifiedd gurl]]

hehhs

2005-07-23T21:13:00.000+08:00

siianx. stupiid alan say he help mii do hw, den he nv go play bball in de end, gt play, but in ITE.. idiot. freakk larhh. now gt so muchh hw, sumore mus lie to mum say i finishh lerhh. siian manx. sharmaine thunt in chloe's hse lehh. so gudd. onii moii mum sux, i dunno maths ques, she scoldd mii stupiid. arghhh! i tmr MORNING go play bball... at NIGHT den go bakk. dowan to stay at hm. damn. kiip ur tags cuming in, i love u guys.. wahahahaa.
[[crazifiedd ness]]

hehhs.

2005-07-21T17:27:00.000+08:00

ytd saw yu zhi in de morn, den saw weii jun in de morn, den today nv c anybody, damn sad manx. when i see dot dot dot in de morn, damn happy, but now lost. shyt, dunno wad to tiink now. yi qian, ta dui wo te bie hao, ke shi, xian zai you dian leng dan. haiix. really, dunno wad to tiink abt now. depressedd.

heyyshow.

2005-07-19T22:16:00.000+08:00

heyy. readerrs, I MET _ _ _ _ _ TODAYY!! kooLx manx. kekex. ppl mayy nt noe hu larhh, but i dun care!! kakaax!! playy bball. shyt manx, playy lyk an idiot siiax. shudd hv playyed seriously. but it was damn farn, n farnyy lorhh. haiix. went to chun heii's hse to play maple todayy, hahaa. lvl 3 niiax. den jonas help mii playy till lvl 6. kaox. haiix. aniiways, today and yesterdayy, WERE TOTALLY STRESS-FREE DAYYS!! ohh manx, it was farn i tell u. maybe we meet up again go chun heii's hse sumdayy? or bbc? or sharmaine's hse? hehhs. farn!

_i lurve moiislef sho muchh_
[chocolistic]
[[22:18.190705]]

hehhs.

2005-07-18T21:22:00.000+08:00

jing say she saw yu zhi at seng siong dunno how many daes ago. still tiinkin wad he looks lyk wif de basket wif his lil bro. hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaa. can laughh until die but still laughh. nvm larhh.

haiix. damn long lerhh. bishh! beat moiiself sehh.

today's sharmaine's bdae bashh. hahaa. go dere bashh her up. no larhh, go dere ransack her hse. eat pizza until left wif 3 pieces for somaly, mei xuan n shi yun. jus nice. hahaa. sho farnyy. aniiways, it was a damn fun dayy althoughh it rained when we were arriving at her hse. haiix. laughh n playy till siiaox. den, fiona, wen yi, chloe, shwu tyng n ka mun go shar's hse together in de rain, so sharmaine offered us to washh our sockks in de washing machine fer us. hahaa. haiix. now v tired cos of bashing shar up. keke. lol. goin to sleep soon.

[21:26.180705]
[[birdd.nest.fernn]]

bishh!!

2005-07-17T18:26:00.000+08:00

arghh. v long tym nv c him lerhh. i'm gonna get siick soon. m i supposed to meet him at de bbc everyday? haiix. i really haf mixed feelings abt him ya noe. arghh!!! i'm on de verge of forgetting him. but, shudd i? miss him till siiao lerhh larhh. even robot kenot takkit. call him ltr barhhs. hees. teacherrs dayy mii n wei siang da suan zhao ps suan zhang fer blockiing us. muahahaa. aniiways, i gt moii hp sim card lerhh. but kenaa confiscated by moii uncle. but nvm. didn't niid a hp in de first place. hahhs. siian larhh. nth to write lerhh.

[[ness in mess]]

haiix. tym flies byy.

2005-07-16T17:03:00.000+08:00

21.7.05
Commemoration of Racial Harmony Day
25-29.7.05
NAPFA TEst
27.7.05
NE Messages 3 & 4
1.8.05
P6 Prelim Exam - Oral (English and Mother Tongue)
8.8.05
Naional Day Celebration / Lower Primary Sports
10.8.05
School Holiday (Day after National Day)
18 & 19.8.05
PSLE Oral Exam
22.8.05
CA2 - P5 Higher Mother Tongue P6 Prelim Exam - Higher Mother Tongue)
23.8.05
CA2 - English Language P6 Prelim Exam - English Language
24.8.05
CA2 - ScienceP6 Prelim Exam - Mathematics
25.8.05
CA2 - Mother TongueP6 Prelim Exam - Mother Tongue
26.8.05
CA2 - Mathematics P6 Prelim Exam - Science
29.8.05
P6 Prelim Exam - Listening Comprehension (EL & MT)
31.8.05
Teachers' Day Celebration
2.9.05
World Bazaar Day
3.9.05 - 11.9.05
Term 3 School Vacations
14.9.05
Principal's Address
21.9.05
Assembly Talk by Eduworks on 'Importance of Reading'
28.9.05
'Are You Ready' by D'rama Arts
5-7/10-11.10.05
PSLE Written Exams
12.10.05
Book Talk by Library Committee
19.10.05
PSLE Marking Exercise
26.10.05
SA2 Week Commences
2.11.05
Hari Raya Puasa Holiday
9.11.05
Deepavali / Hari Raya Celebration
16.11.05
Principal's Address

wadda hell ish dis.

2005-07-16T09:06:00.000+08:00

haiix. damn long nv c him lehh. haiix. actually quite long aso nv c chin yuan. haiix. dunno wad i'm tiinking about now. hope tomorrow can go playy bball. jus lyk dat tyme, onii weii jun, yu zhi n i play in the rain. haiix. damn fun larhh. but, i tiink tiings do change. i m p6 now manx. prelims r coming. y m i tiinking about all of dese kind of stuffs for?? haiix. luan qi ba zao derhh.

dat tym go c skiiping. i tiink wo kan de zui shuang de ishh de grp n chun heii n ka chaii de pair. hahaa. dat tym, can sayy quite fun. hees.

prelims r cuming. dose dat mean i haf to stopp tiinkin abt u? i dunno. but all i noe is dat for de betaa or de worse, i'm alwayys tiinkin of u. n i dunno y.

buaiix. takkaiire moiiself.
[[ness in mess]]
[09:05.16072005]

haiix

2005-07-09T20:51:00.000+08:00

haiix. listening to anyy sad songs, make mii feel even sadder den i originally am. haiix. wad shud i do now? we have been learnt to tiink of de future. but wad i c in de future is breaking up with best/gud friiends n gg to siick sec skuus.wadda fuckk is dis. i really wiishh i cud turn bakk tyme. i love 5A n 6B. but, i wanna do it all over again. i loved camp, getting tortured by ms toh, doing tons of homeworkk. BUT I DUN WANNA LEAVE BENPS!! i love moii friends, memoriies and every single corner of de skuu, all de teachers, canteen vendors, cleaners, principal, classes, great/gud/best friends. i dun ever wanna leave dem. haiix. y mus tyme past so fast? all of us haf bonded so muchh tighter now. fuckk manx. all i can sayy is dat dis feeling ish wad i lyk ta call [[fuckness]]. arghh! i'm feeling so fuckedd up ryte now. de dayy dat i first walkedd into 6B, felt so muchh lyk jus yesterdayy. ii really miiss express urself dayy. it was so muchh fun. o manx. i haf never felt lyk dis b4. graduation. haiix. i miiss de camping dayys.
[[bendemeerian for once//bendemeerian for lyfe.]]
`unnoticeably sad-

hehh

2005-07-08T21:44:00.000+08:00

i saw him while gg comiix today. i walk past, he purposely go n a.a lehh. shout so loud. sumore act cute voice.. hahaa. sho farny sehh. nth to sayy abt dat. i still angryy abt de fucking umpire. den i tok to moii fren from 10 to 12.30 den he sayy he wan to slp den put down fone.. after dat, felt quite okayy lerhh. haiix. will miss benps derhh lehh. hehhs.

[[bird.nest.fern]]
[21:46//080705]

calender of events --> term 3 n 4.

2005-07-07T21:43:00.000+08:00

13.07.05
NE Messages 1 & 2
20.7.05
Commemoration of Racial Harmony Day
27.7.05
NE Messages 3 & 4

10.8.05
School Holiday (Day after National Day)
24.8.05
CA2 Week Commences
31.8.05
Teachers' Day Celebration

3.9.05 - 11.9.05
Term 3 School Vacations
14.9.05
Principal's Address
21.9.05
Assembly Talk by Eduworks on 'Importance of Reading'
28.9.05
'Are You Ready' by D'rama Arts

5-7/10-11.10.05
PSLE Written Exams
12.10.05
Book Talk by Library Committee
19.10.05
PSLE Marking Exercise
26.10.05
SA2 Week Commences

2.11.05
Hari Raya Puasa Holiday
9.11.05
Deepavali / Hari Raya Celebration
16.11.05
Principal's Address

ARGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-07-07T20:21:00.000+08:00

dammit larh. jus now i go eat dinner, i was telling moii mum how we lose nball, she look aso dowan look at mii, sumore nv sayy aniiting. den i sayy moii leg damn pain sho loudly, she aso nv sayy aniiting. IDIOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! I DAMN IRRITATED!!!!! AHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!! I DUN FEEL LIKE GG HM LORHH!! FUCK LARHH!!

lost lerhh. lost lerhh.

2005-07-07T19:46:00.000+08:00

we lost to stupiid oln by 1 point. dammit. stupiid umpire, yun zhen nv stepp lorhh. den de damn umpiire say she stepp. so obvious, she nv even move her feet lehh. kao. sumore call 4 tymes lorhh.den oln obstruct her ryte, umpire nv call lorhh. siick derhh lehh. pissed out liiaox larhh. damn her. arghh!!!!

arghhh!!!

2005-07-06T21:26:00.000+08:00

monday, i went to ps wif moii mum. den we were like in a shop, den moii went out, i saw jeremy n alan n sunone else, [i nv c larhh] walking past it, i was mumbling " phark phark phark" haiix. sho farny, den i bend moii head, i scared dey saw mii sehh.. dunno y lorhh..

haiix. today nball practice damn xin kuu, her mo gui xun lian. hv to run her run dere, do chest pass to de wall 100 tymes[ for 3 tymes] den run bak. kenot chao guo 2mins. 1 sec chao guo=10star jumps. n onii mii!! phark larhh. i hv to do 230 starr jumpps. ka0. kenot takiit manx. den kenot stand upp. hand aso damn pain. crazy.

tmr express urself day. wearing skort tmr. haiix. i dowan to tok liiaox. head damn pain now. goodnites.

...!!!

2005-07-03T20:47:00.000+08:00

happy when i saw him. mei xin qing da qiu when i saw moii lao beii thoughh. sho aniihow play.. played like an cow today. i noe, i noe moii lao beii ishh cute. [i admit i liked moii lao beii before. but y tease mii about dis now??? stupiid arhh gong!] sho wat difference does dat make?when i saw both of dem coming i was saying, "phuck phuck phuck phuck..................." bcos one make mii feel feddup, de otherr made mii feel happy. i actually aso dunno y. but, it is jus lyddat. dammit siia. i felt like an idiot. DAMMIT!!!

arghh. i really hate myself.de reason i dowan to play properly, is bcos once i play properly, i will get moiiself n de other players injured. like wat fionaa does.so, when i play nball lyddat, bball will aso b lyddat lorhh. once i close my eyes, i c de embarrasing moments of my life. wat can i do but nt pinchh myself? is dat a problem to u? niid u ask y?

really, tiinking abt wad to do nex in my life. shud i call him? i feel like lehh.. haiix. okay larhh.. i ltr call him. but tok abt wad? i jus wanna hear his voice.. haiix. i tiink i'm goin crazy lerhh. hehhs. smiling to moiislef now..

[[bird.nest.fern]]
[20:47//03.07.2005]

haiix.

2005-06-30T20:00:00.000+08:00

haiix. why?

[[bird.nest in distress]]
[2000.30062005]

if. there ever was if....

2005-06-26T23:08:00.000+08:00

if i were sakura and you were sasuke, i would be very hurt.

if u were naruto and i were hinate, i would be too shy to say anything.

what a world. girls are always at the losing end. like you and me. why are you doing this to me all the time? why?

aniiways, my handphone got stolen. my mum cancelled the line. so don't sms me animore.

[2308.26062005]